Saturday, June 26, 2010
In life you will encounter different strains of people.
Some are good, bad and neutral.
Mr. Brightside who's always optimistic about life.
Mr. Darkside the pessimist.
Social climber who lives by the standards of others.
Gold diggers who wanted to be on top like social climbers.
Life is a matter of choice.
There will be always be an option.
Don't settle for mediocrity, aim high.
Don't use others for your own sake. No Pain, No gain.
Never doubt the existence of others. You have no rights.
Never hide any ill-feelings about others from the past. That's bitterness.
Contentment is the key for happiness. For me.
When life gives you simple things. make the best out of it.
Give appreciation to small details.
Make life worthwhile.
Be a goal-oriented human being.
Never go with the flow. If you know/have it flaunt it.
unpredictable right? get use to it. XD
I met you online.
Chat for a little while.
Shared some feelings.
Until, it grows longer.
Then, suddenly i felt something.
Different, weird, unusual.
I felt these feelings before.
Not for a friend, but a more-friend thing.
I asked myself continue? or abort?
There's no harm in trying.
But wait, I've been thru hell just because of love.
Can I handle this one?
Finally, I'll give it a shot!
Things are getting better and better.
Until I noticed, why not the best?
Then, some problems started to burst in.
First, I know I can handle this.
Second, yes! I've been through these problems.
Third, wait! not again? i will try.
Fourth, oh men! what's happening?
Fifth, oh god! this should not be happening.
Sixth and so on and so forth... it's absurd!
There's no improvement.
It shows that everything is my fault.
Maybe, because I'm the only one who felt this way.
For you, these things are nothing.
I can't blame you for such.
I'm not forcing you to do so.
It's just that why can't you tell me?
Tell me straight right on my effing FACE!
Than hurting me this way.
It's like i'm eating marshmallows with pins and blades.
Sweet torture isn't it?
You helped me forget my sad story.
But, you created another one.
Try to be sensitive.
Don't be self-centered.
Believe me, you are not just a friend to me.