Thursday, September 23, 2010

Mga walang kwentang tanong at sagot.

i was brainstorming on my own, on what to post then suddenly i thought of these...

before they're asking me How's my lovelife? eto ang sagot ko.

-seriously? self-supporting.

they asked me again after several months.

-do i need to repeat it again? self-sufficing.

after how many months again.

-bastusan gusto mo?

someone asked me again the same damn question.

-are you insulting me? what a stupid question.

after how many months. same question was asked.

-single ako. hindi ako nakikiuso. nauna ako.

after a year, same person asked again.

-do you have to reiterate over and over again?

tapos biglang naiba ang tanong. naging...

what if me nagsabing I LOVE YOU sayo, ano sasabihin mo?

-atchoooooo! i'm allergic to stupid lies.

Kapag sinabi kong mahal kita maniniwala ka?

-eh adik ka pala eh! tigilan monga ako.

Parang mahal na kita!

-ilan naba kameng sinabihan mong ganyan?

Walang katapusang mga tanong tungkol sa pag-ibig. Minsan naiisip ko, kung me magtatanong ulit, ano na ang isasagot ko? Kaya ko parin ba itong sagutin? O baka wala ng sumagot dahil nasanay na sila o mukhang di na naniniwalang magkaka-relasyon ako.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

*twitter, ym, tumblr, foursquare and fb sa phone*

Me[adik]-oh nvm! nothing to worry. XD

Tjeri Ann Patawaran[kikay]- friend, new board passer.

Francis Buan [puti]- friend, new board passer.

one thing in common: UNEMPLOYED!

Meeting Place: Intersection, City of San Fernando Pampanga.

*twitter, ym, tumblr, foursquare and fb sa phone*

So at around fucking four in the morning, I woke up! HAHA. Well, actually i didn’t slept at all because I was kinda busy tweeting, ym, tumblring, and BBMing on my phone. Oh! I just love my phone.

*twitter, ym, tumblr, foursquare and fb sa phone*

Puti told me that he’s already dressed up and ready to go. And I was like, WTF man! are you in a hurry? LOLjk! So I took a bath, went downstairs to prepare some breakfast [yeah! I did prepare breakfast eventhough my friends are ready to go! LOL]. I told him, Okay! I’m already dressed up too, I’ll be going in a minute [ofcourse Filipinos, what do you think. haha. I’m not dressed up, I’ll eat first, and wait for me!]

Kikay sent me a message and said, shit! just woke up! [5am] LOL. It’s your fault why I’m late. You didn’t inform me earlier! [hey! I informed you early! around one30 am! HAHA]. Tell me when you’re leaving so that we can wait for you.

At around five30am, I’m ready to go. Puti is asking me where the hell am I. “Malapit na! Eto na oh nakikita na kita”. Where in fact kakalabas ko lang ng bahay. HAHA. Before 6am, I arrived at the meeting place and woah Puti and Kikay are already there! haha. Pasensya naman po! malayo pa pinanggalingan ko!

*twitter, ym, tumblr, foursquare and fb sa phone*

Puti and Kikay: Gagu! HAHA.

Bus to Avenida, dropped at USTE and walked for almost half an hour! HAHA. [and yeah! it’s my fault and the driver’s fault they dropped us at the back of USTE (if am not mistaken) LOL].

*twitter, ym, tumblr, foursquare and fb sa phone*

Puti and Kikay: alam mo ha? alam na alam nga ang daan! kanina pa tayo lakad-lakad! di tayo nakakarating.

*twitter, ym, tumblr, foursquare and fb sa phone*

Me: masama magkamali? hindi ako perfect! jusko Lord! last year pa ako last pumunta dito. hindi lang sa PRC umiikot ang buhay ko! HAHAHA.

*twitter, ym, tumblr, foursquare and fb sa phone*

Atlast, we arrived at ang haba na ng pila! umabot na hanggang seven11! 30 minutes naghintay. Kung ano lang makita tatawa na kame.

*twitter, ym, tumblr, foursquare and fb sa phone*

Old lady: palimos po!

Me: kikay bakit di mo bigyan si LOLA!

Kikay: ala ako barya.

Me: What’s money? paper only! ikaw Puti bigyan mo 20!

Puti: ala ako paper eh.

Me: jusko Puti! What’s money? Metal only! grabe.

Kikay: kaw kaya magbigay.

Me: ahh. ehh. ai may nag-tweet wait. reaplyan ko lang! HAHA.

*twitter, ym, tumblr, foursquare and fb sa phone*

[PRC processing. got my board certificate. puti’s done with his registration. Went to McDo Morayta to meet Yghie. Went to Araneta Ave for Kikay’s registration. Me delubyo pa atang dumating! HAHA.]

*twitter, ym, tumblr, foursquare and fb sa phone*

SM North-The Block ate at Mexicali.

-California Chili Dog.

-Tacos, Mexican Rice, and Chili con carne [pareho kame ni Kikay].

*twitter, ym, tumblr, foursquare and fb sa phone*

Trinoma.

*twitter, ym, tumblr, foursquare and fb sa phone*

Nasira ang sandals ni Kikay. Si Puti, pilit akong pinagtitripan [baka magka breast cancer ako! kasalanan kobang mataba ako! HAHA]. Lumabas na para sumakay ng Bus pauwi. Unfortunately, bumalik ulit kame dahil sabi ni..

Kikay: si Que kase! hindi sinabing ihi nako!

Me: ako kidneys mo? hawak ko bladder mo? HAHA.

Bumalik ulit sa Landmark, nag CR, nagpicture sa CR dahil walang tao. Bumili ng soap si Kikay, ako nagpabili ng atomizer for my Sterilium. XD

*twitter, ym, tumblr, foursquare and fb sa phone*

Lumabas, sumakay ng bus ang lakas ng ulan. Habang nasa NLEX..

Me and Puti: *sleeping*

Kikay: syet! sino nagpicture??

Me: adik ka! kidlat yun. matulog kana nga.

Nasa Sm Pampanga na twitter, ym, tumblr, foursquare and fb sa phone padin ako! HAHA.

adiktus. sinundo na. umuwi na! tired but happy.

Saturday, September 18, 2010

I think I have a gym-built body. But, until now I still keep thinking! LOL.

ambisyoso talaga ako. HAHA. dito lang naman ako masaya eh. sa mga pangarap na binibigay ng pagkakataon. dahil ito ay walang anumang kabayaran. mangangarap ako at mangangarap ako kahit kelan ko gusto. try mo! ang saya lang. pero minsan nakakalungkot din ang sobrang mangarap. minsan hindi natin alam kung magkakatotoo ito o mananatili itong pangarap na panghabang buhay. ika nga ni Anne Curtis sa isang pelikula niya ‘No expectations, No disappointments’. dahil ang salitang ito hindi lamang siya sa pag-ibig pwede gamitin. magagamit ito sa mga ibang tulad nga ng nasabi ko. the more we expect, the more the chances of getting hurt [uy ha! ako nato. siryowsow! XD] sa panahong ito madalang nalang ikaw ay makakakita ng isang taong kontentado sa kanyang buhay. ako sa totoo lang? sasabihin kong hindi pako kontento kung ano man meron akong ngayon. dahil alam ko sa loob ko hindi kopa naranasan ang kasiyahang inaasam-asam ko simula nung bata pako. eh ano nga banaman ang magpapasaya saken? hindi mawawala ang material things kung tawagin, kaibigan kahit madami nakong kaibigan gusto ko tuloy-tuloy padin ang pagdami nila spontaneous parang flow of water hanggang ako’y nabubuhay sa mundo ito hindi ko pwedeng isara ang puso sa mga bagong taong darating sa buhay ko, KR-ka relasyon [oha! haha. gumaganon pa. emohan nanaman] sabi nga ni Popoy kay Chino sa One More Chance]

‘Baka kaya tayo iniiwan ng mga taong mahal natin kasi baka meron bagong darating na mas ok, na mas mamahalin tayo ung taong di tayo SASAKTAN at PAASAHIN, yung nag iisang taong magtatama ng mali sa buhay natin, ng lahat ng mali sa buhay mo.’

[ilang beses kona nga ba pinanuod ang OMC… 15+ na ata. LOL]

at minsan dadating sa hangganan o kung saan ang kaya ng ating puso o utak. hindi natin pwedeng ipilit ang mga bagay-bagay lalo na’t kung hindi ito para satin. baka lalo lang tayo masaktan kahat ng malakim kahit anong isiksik mo man sa maliit na butas. hindi natin maiiwasan ang masaktan; emosyal man o sa pisikal.

oh sandali nga lang! at bakit napunta sa ganyan ang nasulat ko? HAHA. ang adik lang talaga. parang hindi bagay ang title. well actually hindi naman iyan title kumbaga yun ang unang sentence at kasunod yung sa baba. pero hindi ko mawari bakit naging ganyan ito. pasensya naman. wala nako maisip na title eh.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

mga natikman ng alak…

Red Horse [the famous! LOL]

Pale Pilsen- ayoko neto. sa totoo lang. pero nung minsan no choice nakarami ako.

San Mig Light- more calories. HAHA.

Strong Ice- di ko maisip bakit strong ice! haha.

Empe- kapag gipit. [dikopa natry yung lite]

Gin Bilog- kapag gipit much. HAHA.

GSM Blue- medyo lite sa Gin Bilog! LOL.

Gran Ma- brandy ulit.

Fundador- oh ganun din. pang matanda.

Alfonso- lalo na pag Uncles ang mga kasama. HAHA.

Vodka- susyal muna [absolut. skyy.] okay na [the bar! LOL]

Tequila- i love. [el Hombre. Cuervo. Don Enrique. Mojitos (kase me free shot glass). Rose. and PATRON!]

Bacardi- ang traydor! haha.

Baileys- ansarap lang. [minsan improvised! haha. gsm or emp+ milo and milk=sakit tiyan. LOL]

Asti Martini- i hate this. haha. yung me olives.

Some are in cocktails. XD

Weng-weng- vodka+rum+tequila+bourbon+scotch whiskey+pineapple juice+oj+ice.

Strawberry Daiquiri- light rum+juice+powdered sugar+lime

Sex on the Beach- [watdapaaaaaaak! eto ansarap] bacardi+rum+vodka+tequila+OJ+grenadine

B-52- some strong liquor+irish cream+coffe thing. LOL

Broken Heart Zombie- bacardi+triple sec+vodka+rum+oj+orange curacao+lime soda.

Adios Motherfucker- 7up+blue curacao+gin+rum+tequila+sweet and sour mix usually they use four seasons+vodka.

Slammer.

Flaming Tequila.

Sub-marine.

Blowjob.

Orgasm.

Frozen Margarita.

AND MORE! not yet finish. i think i forgot some. LOL. i know the ingredients of some cocktails, because i used to ask the bartenders. LOL. xD

Lethal Injection..

I remembered our lesson on Pharmacology tackling about the drugs used in Lethal Injection.

1. Thiopental Sodium [Sodium Penthotal]- a form o barbiturates that acts an anethetic.

2. Pancuronium - a non-depolarizing muscle relaxant, fast acting paralysis on the skeletal striated muscles including the diaphragm and the respiratory system thus leading to cessation of breathing causing asphyxation eventually leading to death.

3. Potassium Chloride - a therapeutic drug use to increase the Potassium level in the body. But, if the drug is administered in bolus[higher dosage] it can react on the cardiac muscle causing arrythmias[irregular heart beats] that can cause cardiac arrest eventually causing death.

oh yun wala lang. HAHA. feeling matalino. LOLjk.

this is better than Silya Elektrika [ikr?].But as much as possible they're trying to eradicate death penalty in the Country.But for me, I like to have death penalty! It's not being morbid or harsh. This is one way for those criminal mind to back off. But if you're in some kind of a drug addict, I don't think so you will still listen about what is right form wrong. Drugged people don't seems to have any laws. They create their own law.

Goodluck Pilipinas!

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Intensive Care Unit

When I was in College Senior Year [yes you’ve read it right. i’m not a student anymore! LOL. bata pako!]. I have this male patient age range from 45-60 years old. He was confine in the ICU because of a serious attack called Myocardial Infarction in layman’s term Heart Attack. So, I’m the Nursing Student assigned to him. First, I introduced myself, established rapport, provided PM care, and some nursing stuffs. After how many hours of talking with while he was smiling. The doctor ordered to give a medication called Streptokinase [a drug used to dissolve clots but with SERIOUS ADVERSE EFFECT]. So they explain the risks of the drug to be administered to the significant others.

While administering the drug the patient suddenly felt restless we tried to calm him but we can’t. He’s insisting to stand up for him to urinate, but he’s on complete bed rest without bathroom privileges and he has a foley catheter inserted. After few minutes, he start struggling for us to be alarmed and put some restraints. Still, nothings change and I think it’s getting a lot worser. So they administer a sedative, but the patient tolerated the drug.

After few minutes the patient felt unconscious…

BP dropping.

Tachycardic [high heart rate]

Apneic [no external breathing]

Patient seems his color is changing, CODE 99. Emergency drugs. Intubation. CPR[this is the first time I did CPR. God too tiring but fulfilling]. After several attempts of intubation through mechanical and chemical. Unfortunately, the patient did not survived. Due to hemmorhage the dangerous adverse reaction of the drug administered. The patient did not tolerate the said drug.

Patient X pronounced dead at…

The sad truth about being a Nurse is witnessing someone’s death.

Expired- we use this term for someone who died.