some things are better left unsaid and unknown. to avoid further arguments. or sometimes others use it as a form of excuse for a major lie. i do lie, but not all the time. i lied about what's really happening about my life. am i happy? am i sad? is it okay if they're together and you're alone? try to analyze some details about life. that's why life sucks bigtime! nowadays if you're not tough enough to handle such things, might as well lay down on your knees.
Loving you was my sweetest mistake. Well, as of the moment i hope it's not really a mistake. I'm taking risk. But, there are some uncertainties on life. False reassurance. Reaction Formation. You don't have to face problems by your own. You can always ask friends and God for companion. I assure you no one fails with some problems when God is with you. Be inspired! xD